what i write, says what i am...
what I write, says what I am...

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Independence.... @ 10:13 PM
Whenever i hear that word, i picture an adult who has his own house, his own car, a job, and his own money.. I always picture that because in my own understanding, being independent is standing on your own and depending on yourself, not on others. But, i just can't picture myself being independent yet. i think it's because, of the thought that being independent is being alone. People say it's not, but i just get scared, cause i'm not that much of a person who likes being alone, unless if i reflect on stuff. 
Well... a day before, i was talking with my friend and she told me that i should learn how to be independent. and when she mentioned the word "independent", it made me realize that i should listen to what she said. I mean, I can't be depending on my parents for the rest of my life... You see, my mom is teaching in the same school i go to, and i depend on her too much, coz whenever i need something, i just go to her classroom and ask her for the things i need, then she gives it to me.. I think, going to college will be really hard for me and my parents, but mostly for me. I guess i really need to learn how to be independent now, to prepare myself for college. xDD


my God
will always be there no matter what happens...